It was not unreachable
It was not even hard
I was just there
Waiting for me to tell you that I want
That I wanted to share a good part of me with her
That very possibly we would build beautiful memories
That with pleasure we would remember
But I stopped
Not because he did not deserve it
Not because it stopped being elegant
Not because I could not fulfill my expectations
Not because something could spoil the possible
Not because he lacked beauty
Not because it was not accepted
I just stopped
Waiting for something to happen that tipped the balance
Something that induced me to tell her that I love her
A clumsy push that made the obvious possible
Or a simple initiative of yours
An adequate time
It was only necessary to touch the subject once
And between waiting and lack of initiative
The days passed
And friendship was strengthened
Conversations became more widespread
And the confidence increased
Up to the point of being good friends
Something like my confidant of passage
My cloth of tears
My film partner
My disc friend
While this was happening
I sensed how the possibility of being something more than friends was moving away
We had already lied
Confessing only friends
Loyal friendship
Drawers of mutual secrets
It was already part of my past and my present
Just as I was part of your past and your present
There was already history between us
There was already an excuse for not happening
He already told me about another
I pretended interest in other
Little by little I resigned myself to not having her
And one day it happened
He told me that he had the man of his life
He introduced me to the man of his life
He invited me to share with the man of his life
I saw her fall in love with the man in her life
I had to get away from the man in his life
I lost her for the man of her life
Then he came back without the man of his life
I still with your memory
Regretting what has never happened
She considering me her friend
Me confessing his lover
It was when I run away blaming myself for indolent
Judging all men equally
And losing forever.
